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Written on: Monday, February 12, 2007
Time: 4:49 AM
basically what happened yesterday was totally unexpected. theres two reasons why. he left me all alone with his friends which i barely know just to settle something with the ex. it pissed me off. plus, i had to go home on my own. it saddens me u see.
well atleast, tell me where you're going and please dont go missing just like that.
OH WELL, now im expecting an apologising list of 12 storey long from him. which i doubt he wont have it :(
urghh. enuff said of that. FAST FORWARD.
now, to the topic of him and the ex. should i say that he still love her? yes i can see it. i mean its fucking obvious, u see. he got so tide up and stuff when he saw the ex with the new guy. :( ya i mean, those are the symptoms of jealousy. you know what i meant dont you? (fast forward again) i dont know what happened that day. but i guess something was amiss. the look on his face shows it all. i know he's upset, hurt ,confused, etc. etc. etc. i know how he feels. who doesnt. it hurts me to see a friend of mine in that situation. i felt like slapping the ex. but its none of my business. lol. oh well, i wish i could comfort him but i couldnt for some reasons. i hope he knows what love is. i mean love isnt about violence or possession. if you love the other person, and he or she had found someone else, you should feel happy for him or her. that's what i did. only it tooks a longer time for me to understand and do that. for him, maybe he may not able to provide his ex with something but she found it with someone else. so, he should ought to be happy for her. or ATLEAST, just pretend to. for god sake? :) i know he feel angry at her. but in a relationship, it needs two person to work. if she doesnt want to. why bother? The other party has the right to leave the relationship because he or she has the freedom to choose you or someone else. even in a nick of time. HE SHOULD KNOW THAT NOT ONLY HIM HAD BEEN THROUGH THIS LOVE'S PAIN. MANY PEOPLE HAD BEEN THERE, DONE THAT. I'D BEEN THROUGH THAT MANY MANY TIMES TOO. YES, MANY MANY TIMES. EVENTHOUGH I HAVE 3 EX. THAT DOESNT MEAN I WONT GO THROUGH THAT MUCH PAIN? DONT I? BUT OH WELLL, I DID. IT SUCKS. I HAVE TO BARE WITH IT. ITS LIFE U SEE. U CANT ESCAPE REALITY. LIFE IS REALITY.
i'd missed him. he'd missed the ex. LOL. we barely contact after that day. =( maybe i should say, i'd begin to like like him. in the sense of just like? gahh. dont bother.
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screw you.
Written on: Monday, February 12, 2007
Time: 4:49 AM
basically what happened yesterday was totally unexpected. theres two reasons why. he left me all alone with his friends which i barely know just to settle something with the ex. it pissed me off. plus, i had to go home on my own. it saddens me u see.
well atleast, tell me where you're going and please dont go missing just like that.
OH WELL, now im expecting an apologising list of 12 storey long from him. which i doubt he wont have it :(
urghh. enuff said of that. FAST FORWARD.
now, to the topic of him and the ex. should i say that he still love her? yes i can see it. i mean its fucking obvious, u see. he got so tide up and stuff when he saw the ex with the new guy. :( ya i mean, those are the symptoms of jealousy. you know what i meant dont you? (fast forward again) i dont know what happened that day. but i guess something was amiss. the look on his face shows it all. i know he's upset, hurt ,confused, etc. etc. etc. i know how he feels. who doesnt. it hurts me to see a friend of mine in that situation. i felt like slapping the ex. but its none of my business. lol. oh well, i wish i could comfort him but i couldnt for some reasons. i hope he knows what love is. i mean love isnt about violence or possession. if you love the other person, and he or she had found someone else, you should feel happy for him or her. that's what i did. only it tooks a longer time for me to understand and do that. for him, maybe he may not able to provide his ex with something but she found it with someone else. so, he should ought to be happy for her. or ATLEAST, just pretend to. for god sake? :) i know he feel angry at her. but in a relationship, it needs two person to work. if she doesnt want to. why bother? The other party has the right to leave the relationship because he or she has the freedom to choose you or someone else. even in a nick of time. HE SHOULD KNOW THAT NOT ONLY HIM HAD BEEN THROUGH THIS LOVE'S PAIN. MANY PEOPLE HAD BEEN THERE, DONE THAT. I'D BEEN THROUGH THAT MANY MANY TIMES TOO. YES, MANY MANY TIMES. EVENTHOUGH I HAVE 3 EX. THAT DOESNT MEAN I WONT GO THROUGH THAT MUCH PAIN? DONT I? BUT OH WELLL, I DID. IT SUCKS. I HAVE TO BARE WITH IT. ITS LIFE U SEE. U CANT ESCAPE REALITY. LIFE IS REALITY.
i'd missed him. he'd missed the ex. LOL. we barely contact after that day. =( maybe i should say, i'd begin to like like him. in the sense of just like? gahh. dont bother.
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